It's kind of hard being Snoop Do-double G.

Who could love me? I am out of my mind.

Sat, 10 Apr 2010 23:33:01 -0400

10 things you want
-to be with my girlfriend right now.
-new pants
-new shoes
-to be happy 24/7
-to learn how to do something cool
-sleep
-cigarettes
-books
-seth and gretchen to stop fucking fighting.
-materialistic things

9 musicians/bands you love (in no order)
-animal collective
-conor oberst
-the postal service
-fun.
-sufjan stevens
-girls
-tilly and the wall
-radiohead
-matt hires

8 things you do everyday
-smoke
-listen to music
-potty
-talk to seth
-chill with my girlfriend
-eat
-read
-drink

7 things you enjoy
-music
-art
-my friends
-my girlfriend
-computers
-food :3

6 things that will always win your heart
-smiles
-old people
-chubby cheeks
-animals
-love [obviously, hearts and such]
-other people’s creativity.

5 favourites: movie, song, book, food, season
airplane
she had the world - patd
perks of being a wallflower
fake mexican food
spring

4 smells or scents you enjoy
lavender
vanilla
laundry
fresh cut grass

3 places you want to go
Maastricht
Amsterdam
Zeeland [all happen to be in the Netherlands :3]

2 favourite holidays
christmas
st patricks day

1 person you’d marry on the spot
marriage = big deal. me = not ready

i should be dead? ......

Fri, 09 Apr 2010 14:27:00 -0400

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.
TOTAL: 9

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else’s prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.
TOTAL so far: 19

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. been to rehab
6. dyed your hair.
7. received a ticket.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar.
TOTAL so far: 27

1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
TOTAL so far: 33

1. dressed gothic.
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.
TOTAL so far: 39

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex’s house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else’s toothbrush.
TOTAL so far: 47

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. gone to the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.
TOTAL so far: 55

1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police’s presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.
TOTAL so far: 64

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drank and driven.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.
TOTAL so far: 71

Grand Total: 59 If you have less than 10, write “I’m a goody-goody”
If you have more than 10, write “I’m still a goody goody”
If you have more than 20, write “I’m average”
If you have more than 30, write “I’m a bad kid”
If you have more than 40, write “I’m a very bad influence”
If you have more than 50, write “I’m a horrible person”
If you have more than 60, write “I should be in jail”
If you have more than 70, write “I should be dead”

since i feel like i need to, here's a list of things i like about my girlfriend.

Fri, 09 Apr 2010 13:57:58 -0400

i’ve felt like a shitty boyfriend the past couple of days.

well, here goes nothing. these are some things that i like about Rachel

her laugh - a fast high pitched noise, not obnoxious though. just right
her voice - very soft. very outspoken.
her smile - the whitest teeth hidden under pale pink lips.
the way that she forgives
her open mind
the thing she does with her eyes when she’s happy about something
the way she gets quiet when she’s sad, or upset.
how she can get over anything that’s bad
how she doesn’t hold grudges
the way she holds my hand, with the tightest grip
the way she wears her heart on her sleeve.
how she doesn’t hide what she’s feeling
her hugs - the way her arms securely clasp around my body
her modesty
that shade of green in her eyes, with a hint of orange and hazel
her hair, never a curl out of place
her friendly ways - if anyone needs help, she’s right there to help them. if anyone needs a home, she will let them stay a couple of nights. if anyone needs clothing, she will lend you her warmest sweater.
her views on life - not that life’s too short, but that life’s too anomalistic, so take things one step at a time
her humor, not that of a five year olds. very intelligent humor.
the way she blushes when someone compliments her
her scent, vanilla lavender perfume i think it is. well she told me once but i forgot.
if i do anything odd, you don’t judge me or look at me weird
i could tell you anything without you overreacting
you’re not afraid to tell me when something is bothering you
your trust for me. you even went to get your first tattoo with me. [which still blows my mind, to be honest]

i can sit here for hours listing the little things that make you pretty much perfect for me. i know, you always tell me not to say that you’re perfect but it’s the only word that comes to my mind. when you read this, i hope that you feel the same way about me. and i don’t want you, or anyone for that matter, to think that i’m trying to prove myself a better boyfriend, or to prove my affection or anything. all of this, i think, is already proven between Rachel and I. i just want to remind her, if anything, that i will always be here for her. and i know she will always be here for me

well if that couldn’t get cornier

i don’t know what else to say

so i’m out

thewaterisrising: -awesam: xo-lou: jiehsikahhh: urmum: b4mf:...

Sun, 28 Feb 2010 12:45:51 -0500

thewaterisrising:

-awesam:

xo-lou:

jiehsikahhh:

urmum:

b4mf:

thinandbones:

eeeeeeewww!!!!!!!!

^^^ kill yourself. now.

Thats fucking disgusting for someone to go ‘eeeeeeewww!!!!!!!!’ at.
I think she’s pretty, and if she likes her body, let her show it.
I’d much rather see this than a skinny-skinny-soz-i-can’t-eat-i-might-gain-a-pound-and-ruin-my-life girl.

she’s beautiful.
& my thighs probably look like that, do i care? no.

thats disgusting for someone to say ew at that, shes beautiful.

I find that pretty actually.

I agree . Shes beautiful . The person who posted this and said ew is probably just jealous because obviously shes a model and theyre not . If you have such a stick thin figure , why arent you in a picture like this ? Hmm . I wonder .

Asshole .

I’d tap..

thewaterisrising: letshavejuice: deleteyourself: 80,000...

Fri, 26 Feb 2010 22:46:27 -0500

thewaterisrising:

letshavejuice:

deleteyourself:

80,000 tablets of ecstasy. Looks like cereal. (Link)

How did this guy even think it’s remotely possible to smuggle this much ecstasy past the US/Canadian border without getting caught? This is too funny to me

He didnt get this much ecstacy past the border because he got caught . Obviously . Haha . (x

Omfg.

thewaterisrising: annacannabis: seaghost: annacannabis: You...

Wed, 24 Feb 2010 18:24:07 -0500

thewaterisrising:

annacannabis:

seaghost:

annacannabis:

You are everything that is good with this earth

Dude, is that a McDouble with a McChicken in the center? JESUS CHRIST THAT RULES!

if by mcdouble you mean double cheese burger, yes. this is the only thing i will eat from mcdonalds anymore. its fucking heaven

McGangBang . Best . (x

Yo I love McGangBang’s. Like, for real. Lol double cheese burger with a McChicken inside :3

I took it like a grown man, crying on the pavement hoping you would show your face.

Tue, 23 Feb 2010 21:56:01 -0500

I haven’t heard a thing you’ve said in at least a couple hundred days, what’d you say?
I was in the front seat, shaking it out and I was asking if you felt alright. I never want to hear the truth. I want to hear your voice, it sounded fine. My voice it sounded fine.

——

You know what, times like these I usually say “Fuck everything”, “Fuck today”, “I give up”, “Whatever”, but today I’m just gonna say oh well. This has happened to me way to much to care anymore. I just need to get over it, and think about better things. Currently crying like a baby, and I have no idea why. I never felt this strongly for a girl in my entire life, and the person I feel most for basically rejects me. I seriously thought this could be something but since it’s not, then I guess I just have to move on. Whoever she likes is a really lucky guy.

FINALLY.

Tue, 09 Feb 2010 17:00:24 -0500

Phil and Jullian are here. About time, fuck. Chilling with them, going out to lunch. Reconnection bitchessss.

All alone again.

Tue, 09 Feb 2010 16:51:45 -0500

Well, well. Uhm yeah =x

Just want to find out what you're nice to me for.

Tue, 02 Feb 2010 21:18:14 -0500

Fuck trying.

Tue, 02 Feb 2010 20:35:53 -0500

It’s not worth it anymore. Nothing’s really worth it anymore.

thewaterisrising: Ka’Vonna gave me half of her brownie after...

Mon, 01 Feb 2010 21:19:16 -0500

thewaterisrising:

Ka’Vonna gave me half of her brownie after school today .

Its delish .

is that a special brownie……? :]

I am certain of this and I am not certain of anything.

Mon, 01 Feb 2010 21:02:16 -0500

I’m not sure if I’ll regret this or if I’m completely content with it. So far, I like where this is heading..

thatswhatshesaiddd: jamooo: (via joedaily) My mother said Joe...

Sun, 31 Jan 2010 20:59:22 -0500

thatswhatshesaiddd:

jamooo:

(via joedaily)

My mother said Joe Jonas looks like a nerd tonight. I totally disagree.

/loses followers

JOE SHOULD STAY LIKE FOREVER . THIS IS GONNA BE THE FIRST/LAST TIME I’LL ADMIT THAT HE’S HOT . WELL THE WAY HE IS NOW !

what a dream boat.

this was a choice, this was never a mistake.

Sun, 31 Jan 2010 19:43:37 -0500

i'm sorry for everything about me that hurts you.

Sun, 31 Jan 2010 19:29:13 -0500

think about what you said on the phone. if i die alone it’s my own fault. i’m a shadow that whispers stupid songs about his heart. i’m sorry, i’d give myself a hand.

enough is enough.

Fri, 29 Jan 2010 13:38:37 -0500

January 29, 2010.

Woke up an hour ago, Blogging… Seriously, what’s gotten into me. Hah, oh well. At about 7:00 last night, I threw out all my cigarettes. At 8:00 last night, I threw out my pipe. At 8:30, I gave all my weed to David. At approximately 9:00, I poured out all my alcohol. 9:30, I told all my friends to fuck themselves. I’m starting fresh. Like all of the things I’ve done didn’t count. Like I wasn’t here at all. Goodbye old Freddie.

thewaterisrising: This was our favorite ’ Best Friend Picture ’...

Thu, 28 Jan 2010 22:53:11 -0500

thewaterisrising:

This was our favorite ’ Best Friend Picture ’ .

There’s just something about this girl that just makes me so happy . Im glad to be able to call her a best friend and I thank God everyday that I was able to even have a friendship with her .

Kuvvi and Sashii . <3

you look like african tribe-y.

he always gets so mad things you laugh at. ”don’t get so worked up”, you’d...

Thu, 28 Jan 2010 22:49:49 -0500

he always gets so mad things you laugh at. ”don’t get so worked up”, you’d say. but on the back deck you admit that you haven’t felt much like laughing lately anyway, and so i say “that could change”.
i noticed how you waste no time making your way across the room. you leave a wake of tongues still waving after you and it isn’t no coincidence where you finally choose to stand. i guess soon you will be leaving your man. it’s a sweet smile and then a denial. hey, you’re just trying to be nice, but there is a meaning to every fleeting action you unconsciously decide, and the clocks they chime. now it’s time.
i know you try to play it cool but there are some thoughts you just can’t hide. only in your closest friends would you confide. the way you say you’ll be seeing me, oh like it’s so offhand. i guess soon you will be leaving your man.
you stare at me so boldly now. you have no lack of confidence. it’s just those lessons on sublety you’ve missed. i know you dream of saving me like i’m some plane that you could land, but when you fly you’ll be leaving your man.

well fuck me sideways.

Thu, 28 Jan 2010 22:35:27 -0500